Tuesday, September 28, 2010

old days. :(



Just found this on my photobucket account!
I really miss all the fun moments in cheerleading and all of the girls that were on this team! :(

Monday, September 27, 2010

happy (:

So, my weekend was pretty great. (: Rather eventful. Started training a new guy at work on Friday night, he's super cute. (: But not gonna boost that up to something more than it is, if anything happens with it all, thennnn I'll write it!

Anyway, Sunday.. <3 I probably stopped breathing for a span of 3 minutes at one point, but in a good way? Ha. Well, starting from the beginning, Alainna and I take off for Milwaukee at about 9:10 am & once we hit like Tomah, we ended up following this car for a LOOOONG time. Well, we switched off being leaders every now and then but the dude helped us weave through traffic, we did what he did. Anyway, we get up to the Milwaukee/Chicago split and we get in the Milwaukee lane and he goes for the Chicago lane. So Alainna is like "Hey Hillary! I dare you to wave!" Soo being a goofball, I do as we go our separate ways only to find him blowing kisses to us! It was pretty damn hysterical.

There's a boxelder bug staring at me. gonna go smash it. please hold.
Okay it's dead now.

Continuing, soooooooo we get to Miller Park and sit down and stuff and the most gorgeous creature is like 15 FEET AWAAAAAAAY. So we decide to stand up and scream "HELLOOOOOOO RYAN BRAUN!" he kinda pauses, looks over and *waaaaaaave* ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! So I turn to Alainna and scream "OH MY GOD HE'S SOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE" and he started laughing. So. Ryan Braun knows I exist. <3 Step 1 to the make him mine approach = complete. Then the guy sitting next to us happened to see the background on my phone, (which a friend made for me) which is a picture of Ryan blowing kisses & he started laughing at me and teasing me the whole game. We got up to go to the bathroom at one point and when I sat back down he goes "Ryan came over here when you were gone and was like 'where's those girls, i can't play without them!'" haaaaaaa. he was a joker.

IN GAME PLAAAAAY! Ryan Braun hit a home run his FIRST & SECOND AT BATS! Two home runs. I spazzed. Which also means he got his 100th rbi of the season! It was great. Prince Fielder & Lorenzo Cain also hit home runs, and Lorenzos was his first career home run. <3 what a kid. Also was able to see Trevor Hoffman & Craig Counsell so my life was kind of great.

Monday, September 20, 2010

liiife.

Mmm. So if I put this off any longer, Jamie aka number 13 might chop my dick off so. Blog. About random stuffs. (:

First, Stella. Stella is my very very beautiful 6 month old niece.

This little girl is going through quite a scare right now. :/ When they tested her, when she was newly born, her white blood cell count was dangerously low. When tested again at a later check up, it was lower & we were informed that if she got a cold, she had a high risk of dying. She went off to Mayo health center today and got some blood work done, along with my sister, and we should know what's wrong by Friday. :( So sad to see my wittle Stella go through. ;/

Second, me! I have surgery to get my wisdom teeth cut from underneath my gums & to fix a crack in my jaw on the 5th of October. I'm a wimp & scared to death. Applesauce is going to be my best friend for weeks. I keep having dreams.. well. nightmares rather, that I wake up during the surgery and can feel absolutely everything and they won't stop the procedure or knock me out again and act like they don't even hear me scream. :(
Positive note, I'm going to the Brewers game on Sunday. (: Row two in left field. ♥ I am going to freaking touch Ryan Braun. Or at least say hello. ;D twelve times.

Third, i don't know.! i love you jamie. (:

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Bucket list. (:

Here's the start to my bucket list, in no particular order, and nowhere close to complete!
1. Be Happy. Not the fake happy for the moment thing. But genuinely happy and at peace with myself.

2. Visit every Major League Baseball stadium. Miller Park & Target Field = complete. Anyone down for some 2011 road trips? ;D

3. Lay under the stars with someone I love. Perfect movie scene. What girl doesn't want to do this? :P

4. Swim with dolphins. I'm completely obsessed with marine/aquatic life. & dolphins are amazing creatures, quite possibly my favorite. & I've never even seen one in person. :(

5. Visit Nino in Germany! Absolute best friend any one could ask for. He's visited me here, so I'd love to return the favor as soon as I work up the courage to fly!

6. Get married. I just don't intend on spending my life alone. (:

7. Have children. I don't care if it's by adoption or my own. I just adore children, and no child should go unloved!

8. Meet. Ryan. Braun. My favorite goal on the list, and hopefully will be fulfilled. He's so gorgeous! A hug would sure seal this deal. ;D

9. Write & publish a book/poem. I love to write, but keep all of my work hidden. I'm scared of the judgments people will make, but hopefully some day will be able to over come it. Only time will tell. (:

10. Learn to play guitar well. I can play simple melodies but am nowhere near the point I want to be! Someone teach me! :(

11. Set foot in each continent. Kind of a crazy goal. But I hope it happens? (:

12. Make a positive difference. A very vague goal, eh? I don't care what kind of difference it is. Whether it's positively towards someone's life, or to the world, just knowing that I can make a change is well worth it. (:

13. See a shooting star. I love the night sky, and could just lay back and stare at it for hours upon end, and I'm very guilty of doing that. But have never in my life seen a shooting star. :(

14. Read all of Jodi Piccoult's books. Jodi is my ultimate favorite author. I've read 3 of her many books and hopefully will be purchasing the others soon!

15. Believe in self. I think this is going to be the hardest goal for myself to accomplish. I've always been put down and told that I wasn't good enough & wouldn't amount to much. Eventually, that sinks in, and unfortunately, it's what I believe now. However, I hope to reverse it!

16. Walk through a rain forest. I love love love the sound of rain, outdoors, and animals. Perfection? I think so.

17. Fly somewhere. For some reason, I am terrified of air travel. So, someone get me on a plane and hold on to meeeee please?!

18. Learn to completely forgive. This has two meanings. I am a very forgiving person when it comes to people saying they're "sorry." But, the thought of what they always did always lingers in my mind, and if I'm angry I'll take back forgiving them. I also need to learn to forgive myself for mistakes made.

19. Heal my past. Many things in my past have left me with emotional scars and I dwell on them far too often. Of course, not everything can be forgotten, but it can be accepted.

20. Trace my ancestry. I honestly have no idea what to label myself as with all this stuff! I'd love to learn where my family is from and obstacles my ancestors went through to get us where we are today!

21. Get a tattoo. I want to get a tattoo, but two factors are stopping me. 1. I'm a chicken. 2. I want it to be something meaningful, not just pretty.

22. See Lee Dewyze. Absolutely fell in love with this man on American Idol season 9! He's adorable. (:

23. House a foreign exchange student. Obviously I can't make this happen any time soon! Gonna need my own household and family before I can think about this happening. (:

24. Write a song. Complete with words & instrumentals!

25. Visit an ocean! I'm so obsessed with the freakin ocean and I've never even seen it! :(


AH WELL THE END FOR NOW. (: WILL ADD MORE WHEN MY LIST GROWS!