Bucket list. (:

Here's the start to my bucket list, in no particular order, and nowhere close to complete!
1. Be Happy. Not the fake happy for the moment thing. But genuinely happy and at peace with myself.

2. Visit every Major League Baseball stadium. Miller Park & Target Field = complete. Anyone down for some 2011 road trips? ;D

3. Lay under the stars with someone I love. Perfect movie scene. What girl doesn't want to do this? :P

4. Swim with dolphins. I'm completely obsessed with marine/aquatic life. & dolphins are amazing creatures, quite possibly my favorite. & I've never even seen one in person. :(

5. Visit Nino in Germany! Absolute best friend any one could ask for. He's visited me here, so I'd love to return the favor as soon as I work up the courage to fly!

6. Get married. I just don't intend on spending my life alone. (:

7. Have children. I don't care if it's by adoption or my own. I just adore children, and no child should go unloved!

8. Meet. Ryan. Braun. My favorite goal on the list, and hopefully will be fulfilled. He's so gorgeous! A hug would sure seal this deal. ;D

9. Write & publish a book/poem. I love to write, but keep all of my work hidden. I'm scared of the judgments people will make, but hopefully some day will be able to over come it. Only time will tell. (:

10. Learn to play guitar well. I can play simple melodies but am nowhere near the point I want to be! Someone teach me! :(

11. Set foot in each continent. Kind of a crazy goal. But I hope it happens? (:

12. Make a positive difference. A very vague goal, eh? I don't care what kind of difference it is. Whether it's positively towards someone's life, or to the world, just knowing that I can make a change is well worth it. (:

13. See a shooting star. I love the night sky, and could just lay back and stare at it for hours upon end, and I'm very guilty of doing that. But have never in my life seen a shooting star. :(

14. Read all of Jodi Piccoult's books. Jodi is my ultimate favorite author. I've read 3 of her many books and hopefully will be purchasing the others soon!

15. Believe in self. I think this is going to be the hardest goal for myself to accomplish. I've always been put down and told that I wasn't good enough & wouldn't amount to much. Eventually, that sinks in, and unfortunately, it's what I believe now. However, I hope to reverse it!

16. Walk through a rain forest. I love love love the sound of rain, outdoors, and animals. Perfection? I think so.

17. Fly somewhere. For some reason, I am terrified of air travel. So, someone get me on a plane and hold on to meeeee please?!

18. Learn to completely forgive. This has two meanings. I am a very forgiving person when it comes to people saying they're "sorry." But, the thought of what they always did always lingers in my mind, and if I'm angry I'll take back forgiving them. I also need to learn to forgive myself for mistakes made.

19. Heal my past. Many things in my past have left me with emotional scars and I dwell on them far too often. Of course, not everything can be forgotten, but it can be accepted.

20. Trace my ancestry. I honestly have no idea what to label myself as with all this stuff! I'd love to learn where my family is from and obstacles my ancestors went through to get us where we are today!

21. Get a tattoo. I want to get a tattoo, but two factors are stopping me. 1. I'm a chicken. 2. I want it to be something meaningful, not just pretty.

22. See Lee Dewyze. Absolutely fell in love with this man on American Idol season 9! He's adorable. (:

23. House a foreign exchange student. Obviously I can't make this happen any time soon! Gonna need my own household and family before I can think about this happening. (:

24. Write a song. Complete with words & instrumentals!

25. Visit an ocean! I'm so obsessed with the freakin ocean and I've never even seen it! :(


AH WELL THE END FOR NOW. (: WILL ADD MORE WHEN MY LIST GROWS!